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Thursday, May 7, 2009, 12:48 AM
Having Flu and Sore throat
Went to swim at Jurong East Complex last Saturday with Ru and KL. It had been a long since we 3 last went out together. Learnt the skill of trapping water. Glad that I'm not that slow. KL, you also can do it de, in fact you already get it, it just that you're scare that you cant. I also didnt dare to hands off the side of the pool until last Saturday swim, so jiayo. Hope one day we can challenge Ru at the second, third lane of the pool. Fortunately, we're not going to swim this coming Sunday. Ru too busy on her schoolwork, KL caution about the H1N1.Went to Vivo for the taking of photo for the visual com last Sunday with Joy, Yijie and Jiamin. I got heat stroke but fortunately I manage to go home and take a rest after that. & they went off to Orchard for their other shots. I measured my temperture that evening, 37.9'c, I was fever. Lucky it went back to normal at night when I was awaken by my hot sweat. LOLS. Unfortunately, I'm still having flu and sore throat. Trying the best to recover myself. Hope it heal soon. :)
These few days the same things happen, busy with homework, schoolwork, lessons but I'm enjoying it although it is tiring.
KL, really sorry for not being able to chat with you on the weekdays. We really didnt dift apart. Believe me. You're tired by your work, I'm also. So I have idea, why dont we meet out one day, and buy a diary to write? :) & let set Friday as our Meeting day. Leave me a tag once you see this. ^^
Friday, May 1, 2009, 2:29 AM
Different thoughts of death
Didnt post for at least a week. Again busy with schoolwork, lectures, tutorials, tuition and others. However, a bad news popped up Wednesday evening. My family was informed that my oldest uncle (da jiu) got a brain stroke and fell into coma till he passed away the next morning. I got his death news not until I was dismissed from my lecture preparing to meet Mom to go to the hospital. & before that, I still believe he will make it this time round but...... I'm going his funeral tomorrow.I compared the feeling I had last time during My grandmother's death. & frankly speaking, it's different. At that time, I was only in my Primary Five, still naive and totally no idea about the feeling of pain and helplessness when one of your kins passed away. & what I knew was, she will not be able to stay with me, talk to me, accompany me anymore but I still can visit her at her grave. In another words, at that point of time, I was still painless about death. However now, someone who I did respect to, talk to, visit to regularly had passed away so suddenly, the feeling I had was more kinda of emptiness, helplessness and a mixture of sadness. I really cant imagine how my aunt will feel. She had been with him since 19 and he is her only accompany since then till now as all of their children had married and tight to their current family. Fortunately, the youngest daughter is willing to bring her to live together however I was surprise that she is willing to rent the flats out (the HDB that uncle and aunt live), all of their memories were there. Maybe this is a better choice for her to release the pain? I'm that kind who dont willing to let go no matter what, I admit, I'm.
It's getting late, signing off.
Labels: Death Perceptions