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Sunday, March 22, 2009, 12:36 AM
Boring
Today is my off day, in fact from Wednesday onwards I'm in an off day mode. I guess the next working day will be on the 28th March as Sis is going off to Korea. This time round she going off for 11days, so I will working continuously for the 11 days. Lets hope the sales for these 11 days will be bearable enough. If not, I dont know how am I going be tease by her again. Frankly speaking, I'm not a sales person. In fact, I hate being a sales person very much. Sweet taking is just not my style. No matter what, please let me peacefully pass by these 11 working day.Today log on to tudou to surf around for Hong Kong dramas as I had finished 爱情全保 yesterday. & now I'm started with 人间蒸发. When I was surfing TVB's website for more dramas titles, fortunately found out that 学警狙击 is now in air. Which also mean the ending have not been air, so I'm only going to watch it when it's fully air-ed, in order to finish it in my pace. :)
Just signed up a website which help people to record their daily caloric to help them to watch out their diet, in order to lose weight according to their plan. I couldnt say it's effective but it do help in some way. Hope it do really make some effect on me although I can calculate my caloric intake my own. However there are something which I cant calculate, they can. ( Obviously, I'm not that clever. -.-||) They help us calculate how much caloric you used, like siting down, typing computer, chatting on the phone...... & not just only exercise.
Tomorrow I'm going to JP buying a new battery for Mom's phone. Maybe buying some clothes too. Poly really need a lot of T-shirts, pole tees, pants as I cant just have 2 to 3 sets and take turns to wear it 24seven. If not, I will be simply doing laundry everyday. -.-||
Sleepy...
Labels: Slacking
Friday, March 20, 2009, 11:03 AM
Sweating
Just came back from Market. Went there alone, no choice, Mom requested. Brought 乳鸭, gingers, noodles and 菜心. I went there by my old bicycle which I used to cycle it to school during my Primary School days. Imagine I were already graduated from Secondary School, how old would the bicycle be. LOLS. However the bicycle now is belongs to Dad, he likes to use it when he went to our neighborhood areas. From the condition of the bicycle, it's still look quite new but its handle was the one I want to complain to Dad tonight. God, when I were cycling thru and fro from home to market, the handle was like going back and fro all the way and it was damn dangerous especially anyone who is cycling on did not grab it tight, accident can easily happen. With this condition, the energy used was double as I were busy balancing myself with the shaky handle. Before I start can buying all those necessary stuff, I were already sweating heavily... and it went all the way back home.Decided to name my Macbook by mac instead of buddy, really felt that mac is more suitable. :) I'm using mac to post again. Yesterday too. Em, it's an urge for it. Haiz, hope I can maintain myself to blog more frequently.
Labels: nagging..
Thursday, March 19, 2009, 4:37 PM
Mixed Feelings
Today went back to JVS with Kong Long to collect our testimonials and yearbook. Kong Long persuaded Pei to join us with lunch. Although Pei said she can only go to those nearer place and rush back to continue her work, we went to IMM and not those neighborhood coffee shop. -.-||| We finally decided to had our lunch at Long John Sliver and started our lunch. Me and Kong Long intentionally wanted to treat Pei but after pushing the money here and there, Kong Long and I split the money she returned us. -.-||| However we decided to give her a treat on her birthday which she just told us... I think we did enjoyed the lunch and chatted happily all the way although the food did not turn up as delicious as we though. Pei went off at 2plus, and me and Kong Long strolled around IMM and went home an hour later.After today's lunch with Pei, I can confirm that she is special teacher to me. Although I didnt really speak up my feelings but at least I knew she is one of the teacher that really influence me a lot. I really felt that I hate the feeling of separation and forcing me to learn to face a new environment alone. Why cant we just stick to one environment, one situation only. I detest changes. Or rather I'm fear of changes. But no choice, the earth does not know how to stop rotating. If I had the power to stop it, maybe I would know the reason why we just cant stick to one environment, one situation.
This lady will be an asset to any organization that she belongs to. A funny phrase that I saw on my testimontial. -.-||
Labels: Can I really run away?
Monday, March 16, 2009, 2:58 PM
I'm a Mac idiot
Just came home from NP. Brought the 2nd Macbook instead the 3rd one. As the new stock will only arrive after 2pm. Fortunately it's 400 to 500 bucks cheaper. Unfortunately it's 2Ghz instead of 2.4Ghz. Dont know whether I'm wrong by not willing to wait till 2pm, for the 3rd's stock to arrive. It's Macbook is only 160GB. After all those softwares were installed, now it's only left 100GB. Em, let hope that it's enough for my 3 yrs poly workload.Anyway, by using Macbook instead if PC laptop really made me got tasted how a computer idiot feels. I'm Really A Mac Idiot. Lols. For the past an hour time, using all those common programs like, LiveMessager, Firefox...I was like..."HUH?! Where is the option? How can I change all these irritating setting?! God, Who can help me!!" Since you can still read what i typed, it means I still can cope with it. ^^ Feeling like giving my Macbook a name. Let me think... Mary? Jane? Too Common. Buddy? Okay, from now onwards, her name will be Buddy. I'm going to get a nice casing her since I do have some money left over after buying her. :)
Signing off with Buddy...
Labels: Mac Idiot
Sunday, March 8, 2009, 7:39 PM
Walking alone with courage not fear
It should be the time for it. Try to walk towards the crowd alone. Fear is always there, scare being alone. Lack of confident or always try to pump in confident when I'm facing the crowd. Courage dont come naturally but gradually. I really hope so. 是时候该独自面对我要的. Korean, Basketball, Camps. It's time for me to stand up and be prepare for it. I dont wish to run away for it anymore.
Courage, Confident, these are what I need. No more fear.
Labels: No Fear but Courage
Saturday, March 7, 2009, 11:50 PM
It really matters
Just finished quarreling with Mom. Quarreling? I doubt it's a correct word for it. Should I believe everything is over? Or I should tell myself " The fee is really settle"? Should i be happy with it? Or rather I must be happy or overjoy that she is willing to pay the fee for me? Just because after a big fight? I dont really think I can treat it as "Nothing had happened". In fact, something really happened. I dont like this feeling. Yes, I understand I shouldn't compare my situation with others but just why? Human instinct, should this be the correct term for it? Always like to compare? What if she didnt fought out she has a sum enough for it, she will still bring this matter up again, forcing me to choose the way which I dont like it? So what if 2 persons is connect because they are having the same type of blood or DNA in their body? Money it's the reality fact that easily clearly tore them apart. Or maybe I'm asking too much? Yup, compare with them other than the eldest, I'm asking too much. If anyone is wondering what am I asking, it's the 1st semaster's school fee. She is really being noble by agreeing to pay for me, after rounds of quarrels. Or rather should I sign her a recript for the loan to make her feels more safe that I will pay her back? Afterall to be me, maybe my heart really not that big because something really did happened, no matter how much i really f-ing love or care for you. I hate it and the frequency of money matters that will cause family members to fall out their relationship is getting on my nerve. 人性的丑陋确实让我反胃.To: KL
I promise we willnt be drifting apart. I may sounded nothing to chat with you on the phone today while you're listening to the music, it was because I'm msn-ing with shihan. Ps, I'm being distracted. Towards the differ in our goals and opinions, I bet we should accept each others. I know I'm being fierce and straight forward at times but frankly speaking I really dont have any bad intentions. In fact, you know, I'm fierce. I will try to change it but being fierce, it's me. Today I'm F-ing Unhappy and Upset.
Labels: F-ing Unhappy
Sunday, March 1, 2009, 1:21 AM
OVERDUE
Should be posting long ago. Many things happened. Poly entries, registration, fee payment, ordering macbook. Still many things incomplete yet. Trying to complete all these necessary procedures as soon as possible.Slacking 3days at home. Out for the competition. Or rather I'm out for the final top 10. Do feel disappointed but I know if I'm going to aim this line as my future career line, I will still have the chance but I got to grab it tighter next time round. Lols.
Finally, pushing myself real hard to make me exercise. Put on sport bra to sleep. Lols, it's was funny. I knew it. However it's has a purpose. No matter what, tomorrow I got to jog.
Just finish reading KongLong's blog. I really felt that I didnt really treat our friendship that hard. At least to me, what am I doing now, it wasn't enough to treasure our friendship. I think for these past few weeks, the money for school fee and macbook and got kicked out, not getting in for the top 10 really bother me too much. I even felt that she didnt really care for my feelings towards what happened to me. However knowing what's happening to her, neither do I put enough care towards her feelings. Lols, I'm having a feeling that we're like a couple than bestfriends. NONONO, dont get me wrong. We are definately BESTFRIENDS, and it's FOREVER. KongLong saw my sms, do reply me. ^^
KK, Promise to post more. Maybe not everyday but it's be more than before.
Labels: Friends forever