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Wednesday, August 26, 2009, 9:23 PM
原来不想 － I dont wish.
原来勉强面一些太过真实的事情，心里真的会很不甘愿。但却迫切的得面对时，那将是件恶心的事。最起码我不想去看。在那之间，真的有种“原来我不想”的感觉。我已经不想再逃了，如果真的是时候了，那就这一样吧。除此之外，我有句对不起该跟Tokkongs说，我其实真的不想逼你们被我参加那的比赛，真的有种我在逼你们的感觉，对不起。:D
该去读书了，虽然心情已不在。
Labels: 原来不想
1:48 AM
想了很久 － Thinking in process...
买礼物，是应该买自己喜欢的送给人，还是买对方会喜欢的送给人？今天我就为这的想法整的半死。老师老师，你到底会想收到怎么样的礼物呢？其实送礼物也是件幸福的事，先不管礼物的价钱，就拿当收到礼物的人拆开礼物，当下的喜悦, 他的高兴与对礼物的喜欢，不是礼物自己本身的价钱可以衡量的出的。
老实说，我喜欢在我送礼物时，看见收礼物的人当场打开来(可不要觉得没礼貌，因为这对我来说是尊重，不要不好意思。现在知道了，记得在收到我的礼物时，要当场打开，不然我会不开心。），因为只有这样我才能目睹他当下有多喜欢我送他的东西，也不费我花事件准备。我认为不一定要很贵的礼物才能表现出诚意，价钱更不应该是其中的关键，而是送礼的人怎么为礼物的主人寻找一个主人会喜欢的礼物的那一个过程。
这一次我的过程好像比已往更长，到现在都还没想到，在书店花了三小时还无功而返。不希望草草了事，花的时间也就不能简短。
希望礼物能如期找到，让我在从老师眼中看见喜悦。:D
Labels: 想了很久
Monday, August 24, 2009, 2:15 PM
是时候了 － it's time for it.
应该是时候了吧？是时候不再逃避、是时候面对、是时候读书、是时候为18小时后的考试做准备、是时候不再那么执捉......
好吧，既然是这样强求也没什么意思了。
Labels: 是时候了
Sunday, August 23, 2009, 11:09 PM
或许 － Maybe
有人说，人一定要有自己一个可以诉苦的对象，但这句话对我而言好像都不成立。是我的脾气不好还是是我的个性不对？我真的很想知道。为什么就是不能不和别人吵架呢？对可能又是我的不对吧！我知道最起码不只一个人是这么认为的。从刚过的星期一开始，我都很不想读书。或许我真的不知道为什么吧。读不读书、为不为考试准备是件很个人的事。我不能怪任何人，却能怪自己。自己的想法，只有自己可以判定它是对的还是错的吧。或许是时候选择面对的时候了，逃避也有逃到死路的时候。我现在就站在死路的尽头，无路可走，只能回头面对。不只考试、读书，其他的事好像也一样。得面对了。
原来我一直在逃，一直希望能继续逃下去，却忘自己跑进的是条死路。
Labels: 或许
12:06 AM
矛盾 after so long
Promised to post, so came back to accomplish it. Em, thinking of getting a new blog or blogskin...Let's talk about of the thought of getting new blog skin first. Firstly, a little tiring after using for this blog skin for so long~, but still... I prefer it than the others because it's the type i like... :D Secondly, wanted to add in some new elements into the my blog. Since i had already stop the habit of blogging for so long, so there must be something new that attracts me to blog.. So maybe you know, something nice and simple may catch my attention this time round and make me blog just because I have a NEW blog skin that I like, so I will blog more regularly. :) But sadly, you had realized that the old blog skin is still on, so NOTHING had caught my attention yet. :(
So here comes the thought of having a new blog... As you can see my blog was died since long ago, so could I afford to open another died blog so cruelly. LOLs. It's still the same question in mind, "Blog should be somewhere for me to speak out my real feelings, so do I need some privacy and choose not to let someone else who I do mind to let he or she knows what I feel or knowing someone out there there will eventually limit myself from saying thing what I really feel?" (I know my question is really long but...) Should I?
Gradually I had a conclusion, there is nothing to hide, if I know what to say and what not to say, I should remain with this blog. BUT the question is not solve yet,,, there is still something I choose not to say due to the privacy of this blog.. lols,, what a billionare question?!
Labels: 矛盾